Qualify Your Statement

After perhaps and hour
Of you and I, being closer than ever;
Playing, learning, exploring,
Tasting, touching, kissing.
I'm struck by my racing thoughts.

The realisation that I'm in the moment,
The wet, hot, intimate, heart-tingling,
Soul shaking, mind-melting
Feeling of knowing;
It doesn't get better than this.

The truth is, in the midst of this
Breathtaking love making,
I don't want to say anything.
I don't want to ruin it.
My broken words are never enough.

So many emotions cloud my thoughts,
I can't pull them apart from each other.
Fear of losing you mixes with instinctive bitterness, merges with
Orgasmic sensations, grips the edges of the L word and
Clings to complete emotional weakness.

Right now, the best I can manage,
Is to tell you,
You're amazing.